9. Love, think not that I don't know you, think not that I have not sought you. You have always lived upon my deepest desires, for you I could die for I know that even death is heaven when I am with you.
10. I am no less of a person by flaws that you see in me; I am no lesser for I am not those flaws. I know who I am, my flaws and my strengths, and there is no better person who can handle me but me.
11. Have you seen a seed? Was it at all that attractive to you? Wait awhile and see that seed grow. See it bear fruit, see its flowers bloom. See? I've caught you by surprise! I have just astounded you.
12. When I told you I could rebuild myself, I wasn't able to tell the truth. I couldn't rebuild me. I have just been reborn!
13. If I have failed you, it was not because I wanted to, but because I've failed myself first. Rest assured I will love myself more, and in so doing I would not hurt you ever again.
14. I trust there is a way even if I couldn't find it yet. It will be seen, it will be made. And if others just couldn't agree, it is I who will accomplish the task.
I am now in a year long relationship and life has been treating me well. It is not a perfect relationship, we do have our shares of ups and downs but we come out of each as a better individual and we grow and learn together through those past mistakes. I just... } – 
